Bohemian Ray of Sunshine

To the one who loves and cares listens my shares holds my hand and have my back stands for me knows me well supports me out of hell reflects my beauty from the depth of his eyes waiting for you  coz I know  You exist!                — riyawritings      (pc: ig- d_gauri29)

Spooky room  In a haunted house Bloody eyes  Behind the webs Dusty look with A smoky vibe Locked the shine Of a beautiful smile Which died  A decade ago Yet alive; In search of her Deserted love,  In full DELIGHT!                 —riyawritings       (pc: ig- d_gauri29)

Yes I'm black But you're not a racist Yes I'm homosexual But you're not homophobic Yes I'm weird But you're not judgemental Yes I'm an outcast But you're not a descriminator Yes I'm mannerless But you're not narrow-minded Yes I'm an introvert But you're not a bully Yes I'm feminist But you're not a rapist Yes I'm a dumb youth But you're not a conservative Yes I'm an idiot But you're not prejudiced Yes I'm penniless But you're not pretentious Yes I'm cheap But you're not dirty-minded Yes I did wrong But you're not offensive Yes I'm miser But you're not a spendthrift Yes I'm worthless But you're not boastful Yes I'm out of box But you're not stereotype Yes I'm old  But you're not an ageist Yes I lack humanity But you're not a beast Yes I'm what I AM But you are not what you SEE!        (Pc: IG Id - @bennys_view)

What am I doing?  Where am I now?  What will it take to bring me back into my senses?  Why am I sacred?  Why I'm in trouble?  What will it take to make me feel by myself?  Just like stars in the sky My problems are infinite What should I do now?  Oh! What should I do now?  Come with you, feel the pain Or get close and share the pain Will it make us feel both light?  Will it heal us all the way night?  Leave it here, burn it up Or give it one more chance right there Will it be alright to think?  Will it be fine to blink?  Come together with me All the way round Come together in my heart In my soul now Catch your sorrows now Hold your fears now (we'll get rid of them)  Come together oh oh oh!  Just a believer Lost in the crowd But found my way Back to the land full of happiness Watching the rainbow Right here and now It's been too gloomy But it feels like heaven anigh!          (Pc: ...

first they met witty talks confused glances spiritually attracted felt those senses by her side  staring eyes lost in the beauty chestnut hairs and cold skin freckles she had that first touch  under the desk frozen they held something happened brown eyes and  his cold breath  latin tongue finding reasons  to meet that first cut but no blood tangled questions darkened library where they sat; (to be continued)              —riyawritings     (pc: ig- d_gauri29)

There is a Koala, let it's name be " You ",  You   is tired of itself.  It's inner cries, " You wasn't enough " You is entangled in its own toxic habits,  You despite of knowing everything, doesn't know anything.  You is confused amidst its own problems.  You is tired of the fakeness and world's shits.  Maybe You tries but not its best.  You is sad.  You wants to be alone.  You is physically and mentally unfit.  You overthinks a lot, invites negativity too.  You is slowly creating a low self-esteem of itself,  You is moving down and down in its own quicksand.  You got depressed.  You realized very late,  You didn't do anything,  You drowned in its own problem,  And You died.                      

It was the first time when,  I actually saw then— The vibe of the sunset,  The rain which made me wet.  As it touched my soul; And melted me whole.  Happiness was what I couldn't handle. I felt the warmth like that of candle.  It drove me all the way; In the world of gay.  For the first time I felt I was not a vain Which was just insane!  My drained face and colourless eyes,  Saw the rainbow when it broke the ice It was thousand times better Than my world full of gutter.  It brought the pink on my cheecks,  And the hustle into my streets!                             —riyawritings

unsaid words unsolved webs deadlines ahead  happiness lost hopeless bird flies alone insides ace eyes numb sorrows cries silence murdered everyday chaos meaningless jobs faded smiles untraced paths pale face  whitened blood untouched books sarcastic tones pages unturned weary soul healing stopped disrespecting self failed tasks And THE END!                  –riyawritings      (pc: ig- d_gauri29)

As she waited by the shore With an expression long lost forelone  Biting cold wind went down her nerves Still she waited on the verge The waves came n forth Touched her feet and there she saw— Under the moonlight there he was In the loneliness she smelt the scent Which belonged only to her With a blink their eyes met And soon their shadows got tangled  Tears sparkled and kisses exchanged  He handed her a pearl of hope A hug so warm and she fainted She asked the nurse,"Where he is? " "Passed away in an accident a day before" Chill went down her spine As she remembered yesterday's night Her gaze went on a piece of stone Inclosed in her shaking fist A pearl of hope was there beheld In that loneliness she smelt a scent Which belonged only to her As she flung the abortion pills Back into the dustbin It was then, when the BABY kicked!                                      —riyawritings...