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dug my own grave

If I'm a disappointment give up on me then let me cradle in the  arms of solitude. How does it even matter? Wasn't I a human? Or you took me literally everytime I said, "I feel like an alien." It's a lie if I say I cannot loathe a lie, why?  Learnt to reciprocate your hostility. You weren't there  when you needed yourself? You know why?  Because I was there goddamn every time. It was never too much to ask you say things which make less sense, blamed upon me for losing my sanity? eventually got infected from your insensitivity. I ripped myself  stood naked under their peircing gaze to safe thy skin  You know that, no?  Thence I knew, You were nothing  but coward belittled me for showing valour. It were your fears, not mine. I despised you  for projecting them on me, I loved you for showing me mirror. Don't wander searching for my leftovers buried in that shallow corner where you triumphed leaving me in dirt dissolved in soil, thanks for astray...

encrypted

I don't want you to listen to me fine being heard then forgotten on repeat don't decrypt- "What it meant?" There's always a thousand to mean, a thousand more to speak born to express , not to interpret I've lived in dark, I'll leave you there behind the bars of wilting world; came here to hide from the chasing spotlight, escaping the chains of demons highlight me not for a while, I plead.         pc- Pinterest